My Senseless Ateneo Essay

Okay non-existent readers. Here you will read the most jargoned writing ever, filled with semicolons and moronic grammar.

Why did I post it here in the first place anyway? Well, I don't really know. Probably to show-off or something, if I DO HAVE anything below to show off.

Enjoy.

----------------------

Capricious.

If I would have to describe my life per se, capricious would be the only word in the dictionary that is perfect enough to hit that right spot. It is very unpredictable, which makes it very unbearable for me to live with it. It doesn’t have this steadfast rhythm, by which it could help me elucidate it in more ways than one.

Well, what life is?

All decisions that I have made throughout my life is nothing more or less than impulsive. Never had I once thought about something very carefully, or think about it as something more important than the other, or any other problems, for that matter. The same statement goes round and round through the corridors of my mind; ‘What’s the difference anyway? All these problems are just the same. The manner of solving them is ergo also the same.’ I think of decisions as things that aren’t all that life-changing, because I’ve somewhat pondered the fact that they can be reversible as I walk through the rocky paths of my life every single day.

That gobbledygook perspective of mine changed when I entered my junior year; the upstream of high school, as my mentors would put it into mere words.

I stopped making jargoned selections. Instead, I would think about something very scrupulously, because I’ve thoroughly seen that my impulsive decisions are awfully misleading me to the right places. It may seem very superficial, but this cogent realization is utterly the starting point of my self-cultivation.

From then, my school grades zoomed up to the point where people are actually acknowledging my side I missed out for several years. It was my persona that I thought I lost way back from my grade school days. Being studious is the side of which I’m referring to. Often times before, I would think about this as a very banal side. But evidently, thinking of studying as uninteresting gave me nothing, aside from poor grades and nags from my parents.

I was able to pick up that good pace again; excellent grades, nice comments, and superior impressions were the things I was able to pick up along the way. It seems that every moment spent in studying is very significant, yet fun. I was able to develop this aura, which was far from what I used to have before. This one kept me on top of things, more like motivated to learn more and be more. I know its clichéd, but I finally became the person that I wanted to be for all my life; a person on the right track, who very much knows where she’s going and heading to.

As I can see it, this self-improvement that I had is quintessential and as prerequisite as my daily needs. By thus, this improvement helped me to choose Ateneo de Manila University above all others. Its prestige and transcendence is enough to be acknowledged and considered, and I know that this is where I belong; my future lies in its superiority.

-------------------------------

The last part was a total rip-off. HA. Desperation? No, not really. No way I'm going to enter that university. That's how much I HATE it, pride included of course.