Friday, January 14, 2005

Shit. Total Shit.

I am so shit. What the hell did I do to make this "karma" around? Oh God. LKet me tell you the WHOOOLE story..'ayt??

Once there was me, and my really cool life. I keep failing stupid Exams, but I never failed a subject. I can describe myself as a great gal, with such cool ambitions. But then one day, it started when Thea had "accidentally" trapped my poor pinkie against the door of our school bus. I guess it really hurts, but I really ignored it, for the sake of myself..

The next day was the most stupid ones, where I had "accidentally" (again? dunno..) trapped my whole hand on the door of our bathroom. It REALLy did hurt.. Yep. I cried. A lot. But the good thing is that no one did saw me..shit.

The next day..the one which is after the next day above, was the most "stupid ones" I've ever had. I was in my batch shirt and carrying my radio when I fell on the ground. That caused my foot to ache or something. I am sooo eager to come to school but my foot is really stinging me badly. I tried to look normal in school, but the limp-iness can't really hide the fact "that-my-foot-is-killing-me-so-walk-fastly-moron thing.

The next day, I decided not to come to school, because of my 3 karmas. And my mom said that if I keep walking, my foot will be derived from its pain and I'll collapse in no time. I want to go to school. Fuck. I want to cheer the freshmen team. "We strive for glory..we're hungry for victory..Our spirits soar high, We'll start and end this fight..." But what the hell happened? WHAT THE HELL happened?? Oh, I just fell again. Ok, that's it. I'll be going to school everyday in wheelchair, looking aged.

And now??? My foot is so shit. I can't even walk alone anymore. I have to have someone to help me. That's why I'm still here, limping. I guess I don't trust chain letters that much. And maybe..this just a stupid COINCIDENCE.. God help me... I can't believe I'm crying right now..


Song of the Moment: Karma by Alicia Keys...
Book of The Moment: Sloppy Firsts
Movie Of the moment: The Core...devastation is connected to my life right now